Thursday, March 30, 2006

Congratulations, Friend!


Everyone should congratulate ADAM for receving the Hilldale Fellowship, his ticket to pursuing his goal of doing research in Uganda for the summer! For those of you who don't know this guy, he works his ass off tirelessly, has an AMAZING drive and passion, and still manages to be the crazy goofball that he is. The dork follows "work hard play hard" like no other. I couldn't think of a more fitting way for you to spend your summer....you totally fucking deserve this! Looks like I should be seeing you in Hong Kong, buddy!!

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Blind Ticket

By that I mean no serious planning was involved, I'm clueless as to the itinerary that may or may not be in the works by my fellow companions, and I'm just goin with the flow. I'll be backpacking through Thailand and Cambodia from April 6-April 19.

We'll see how all this turns out.

Conference After-thoughts

A room-full of inspiring people from every end of the world brings on an incredible high.

The only way to make the most of an Intl conference as a US delegate is to enjoy the people and ignore the politics.

When a person's native tongue isn't English, participating in a conference means listening to English coming from nearly twenty different accents, translating it to their own language, reflecting and forming opinions, and translating those opinions back to English. Tough stuff.

One incredible speaker can shake up an entire room's perspective.

A note scribbled away on a dinner napkin at 5 in the AM is better than any sugar cube or business card.

AIESECing is the one thing that can completely block out situations cluttering life at the moment.

When a plenary activity involves the chucking of uncooked eggs, keep the purse away!

Kareoke's not complete without over-enthusiastic backup dancers.

A conference may be described as life-changing by some. The best way I can sum it up is mind-jolting.

The fireman's dance is as brilliant internationally as it is in the Madtown.

Jumping high to Numa Numa is contagious. Once a person Starts, they infect the entire delegation.

Tanuk tanuk has countless line dance versions, all which are stubbornly performed simultaneously.

When a certain faci hints that an object for the scavanger hunt is hidden in the pool, he lies.

My realm of sight in the AIESEC world for my not-so-distant future has drastically expanded.

Friendships formed at this conference will stay strong across oceans and borders.

That was one hell of a ride. Now it's back to reality...

Friday, March 24, 2006

Challenge the Unchallenged

I've just sat through a mind blowing session given by Jose Andres Sotto, an individual who has worked extensively in the United Nations, is a Doctor in psychology, consultant to the Philippine government on crisis intervention, a graduate professor, and a man with an incredible love for AIESEC. This speaker embodied wha every external should and well beyond. With a relationship with the organization that's lasted over 10 years, he knew our goals, understood our mission. He's spoken at past ICs and IPMs, and even threw around our accronyms with ease. His skills with communicating, engaging and continuously reading his audience and the inspiration, passion, and energy he spread throughout the entire room was incredibly empowering. There are now three of us typing ferociously at computers in attempts to capture the knowledge and insight gained in the past hours.

"God is Dead"
The words were plastered on the powerpoint. Just three bold words, and silence. We are left to contemplate the idea, let it simmer. Soak in the feeling and energy those words bring us. Sotto then opens the Nietzche challenging an entire continent's worldview and being a catalyst to the post-modernist mentality. As I sat and listened to Sotto lay out a picture of our post-modernist mentality and prevelant youth trends throughout the world, I wondered how he would tie it all back to the key topic of development. We are subjective individuals. We question the world and cringe from the idea of absolute Truths. We are skeptical. We are narrative. Through our stories and experiences, we bring others into our different worlds. We like our relationships without costs, yet we value community. In our worldview, things are simply not quantifiable. We identify with all these qualities, although perhaps we haven't articulated all of them.

relationships without costs . That blew my mind. It embodies a huge concept that I identify with, yet never articulated, in three simple words.

Deconstruction
Sotto simply refused to jump into the topic of education and development. Why? He wanted to lay a foundation of critical thought. We need to be aware that every viewpoint in that room is seeing things from a different worldview and position in society. We can all read the same exact book, and we would all interpret it differently based on our worldviews, opinions, cultures, organizational affiliations, etc. We need to harness the process of deconstructing opinions, beliefs, opposing opinions, strategies, and institutions. Only then can we address huge issues such as development and education.

"AIESEC Is Dead"

Again the words were plastered on the wall, Bold and offensive. We uncomfortably sat and stared at these words and let the tension build within the room. Let those words sink in. Only when AIESECERs sieze to ask questions, engage in critical thought, and challenge the unchallenged will the organization be dead. By willingly handing over our opinions, conforming to the ideas and institutions surrounding us, and complacently following strategies, believes, or the opinions of others without seeking to understand and challenge those ideologies, we willingly surrender the ability to become the leaders and change agents that AIESEC is meant to build. The single most important quality within this organization is that very ability to question and requestion. Form opinions and challenge them.The moment when we stop questioning, being skeptical, and challenging viewpoints and institutions that surround us, both outside our organization and within, is the moment AIESEC Is Dead.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Tomorrow I shall dance: @ style

I heard "ojos asi" at the sheesha bar yesterday, and @ was on my mind...

Tomorrow I take on my first international conference.
They are said to change lives.
I was warned.

But right now, all I can think about isJumping til I'm gasping for air to "numa numa" for the girls, Busting out the fireman's dance for the dork, And tanook tanooking the nights away.

Will I dance?
You bet your sweet ass.

Friday, March 17, 2006

The Kid Brother


Fully equipped with a custom-tailored white suit and a folex, the bro departed HK feeling pretty dominant. He's on the lookout for a white top hat and cane to complete the look. Then he can take his lady friends out in style. Hilarious.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Tanja's News


After dragging myself out of class post dismal-midterm-performance and forcing my sleep-deprived body to make the oh-so -treacherous 5-escalator and 3-elevator journey to my dorm room, I open my inbox to find an email patiently waiting to be read.

On May 22-June 8, Hong Kong will open its arms to an AIESEC buddy, future roommate, fellow goofball, and one of my best friends. The arrival of this email seriously couldn't have been more perfectly timed.

And, even though I'll get rocked just as hard for midterm numero dos in T minus 2 hours, I can see the silver lining that lies only a few short months ahead.


I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU TANJA!

I'm quoting Garden State. Deal with it.


You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone. It just sort of happens one day one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this rite of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for you kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place.

Monday, March 13, 2006

Comfort Songs

In rocky times, when the people that bring you comfort are oceans away, a good playlist is a necessity.

Tears in heaven: Eric Clapton

Do you realize?: Flaming lips

Such great heights: Iron and Wine

You can close your eyes: James Taylor

Just call out my name: James Taylor

Fast Car: Tracy Chapman

The promise: Tracy Chapman

A Case of you: Joni Mitchel

Waste: Phish

The only living boy in New York: Simon and Garfunkel

Almond Kisses: Spacehog

Remember: Ten Mile Tide

Facing West: Ten Mile Tide

Sometimes, on rare occasions, cheesy is okay.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

HK economy: Hands Tied Tight?

Wow, an actually interesting day of classes. I love when professors take the time to apply the very basic concepts we're learning (I should say re-learning) to what is happening here in Hong Kong. I'm just begining to grasp the predicament in which the Hong Kong economy finds itself. With one hand tied by the Fed and and the other by Basic Law , there's little room for flexibility. The Fed needs to raise interest rates to cut back on spending in the US economy. Now, HK interest rates are raised in response, even though the HK economy isn't in a position where it needs to be cutting back on spending. So, their economy contracts and GDP falls. Adjusting through Fiscal Policy is severely limited by HK Basic Law in the sense that HK can't dip into budget defecit for an extended amount of time...I'm not sure if that's explicitely stated, or why, but apparently Basic Law is nearly as difficult to ammend as the US Constitution according to my prof, so changes would be difficult to say the least.

Now Shenzhen comes along and makes things messier by grabbing at HK's market share of the shipping industry by building a port which has swiftly stolen Hong Kong's title as world's 4th busiest port as of 2005. Because of its convenient location near factories in Guangdong province, by-passing Hong Kong's hub completely and going through Shenzhen makes a lot more sense logistically to exporters.

Ok, so yes, my understanding is fairly elementary at this point, but man, definitely seems like HK has little to no flexibility in making economic adjustment, and that it's getting bullied by Shenzhen hardcore.

Adam, you're probably the only one still reading at this point...I am saddened by the lack of dorks around here to have this conversation with, so I've resorted to blogging it. I hope you appreciate.

LDS Philippines: Officially Accepted!

The cards have magically fallen into place, and on March 23-28, I will find myself developing my leadership on the lovely islands of Cebu and Bohol in the Philippines.

AWESOME

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

LDS Philippines may pass me by

This is not by choice. The delegates list is out, and I'm not on it.
Hmph.
To pouter-haters: go take your rage out on a piƱata.

Monday, March 06, 2006

The Story of the Snake

At 4 AM this morning, In response to a massive snake creeping up my leg, I jolt out of bed, toss my sheets to the ground, and let out a prolonged shrilling scream. My roommate follows suit. Within 20 seconds time, both our sheets are knocked to the floor and we're outdoing each others' manic shrills.

It took us all of two minutes to realize that, of course, there was no snake. But man, in my dream the thing was out to get me. Why was the roommate screaming at a figment of my imagination, you ask? Coincidentally, she was having an equally horrific dream, and my scream came in at a quite convenient time in her dream's plotline. Our dreams intertwined and the result: two screaming idiots at 4 AM.

I've been laughing at myself all day. Feel free to do the same.

Friday, March 03, 2006

Hiking Lantau




It's the moments when the task at hand requires your energy, strength, endurance, and determination that you're brain just clears itself from all the clutter.

You're hiking up Lantau peak with three fit, fast-paced males.

Shit, it's not so bad...you've been working out right? The elliptical and the treadmill? Sure, you're in peak condition to hike Lantau. I mean, it's only a tenth the size of Everest, and You started at the Buddha. This things practically a hill. You're just getting started man. You're feeling cocky.

The steps get steeper, the trail more winding, the pace picks up. How long is this hike?

Half an hour later, you're just trying to fucking hold your own. Shit this is hard. You pause to take a breather and realize that you are surrounded by rolling green mountains, the ocean, and silence. You look ahead and all you see are winding endless steps, And you're asking yourself if the two full sheeshas single-handedly smoked the night prior were really necessary. Your lungs hurt. Your legs wobble. Shit, you're out of shape. Lingering thoughts of turning back seep into the crevices of your brain. Maybe it'll do to just enjoying the tranquility of the very step you stand on.

Suck it up man, suck it up.

And you just push each leg forward, one step at a time. The men sprint ahead and you're left alone, just you and endless rolling hills and winding steps. And the quiet. Now it's just you. Nothing to push you forward but your own determination. It's a game now. A game of endurance, of strength, of willpower. Of proving to yourself that you're not about to turn back.

That you're stronger than that.

And you play the game until the last winding step.

Lantau Peak.
Overlooking the island at 934 meters.

Damn. That feels good.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Frumpy to the Max

Today was an entire waste of 24 hours of my life in a state somewhere in between awake and asleep, never satisfied with one or the other. I don't know if I've ever been this wound up for no real reason. WTF man, WTF. And the lack of heat in this dingy room doesn't help. I'm not here to freeze my ass off as I huddle under my mediocre blanket wearing two sweatshirts with the hoods up, two pj pants, and a pair of wool socks. You'd think kicking my own ass at the gym every day would make me want to pass out in bed every night. You'd think. Instead I'm stuck with a brain that's going a mile a minute through anything and everything. I find this Highly Obnoxious.

Obviously.

Man, I could really use some comfort food, family guy, a good friend. And a couch to plop on.

Lacking all of the above.

Awesome.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Should I Stay or Should I Go

To our Dear Delegates,

Greetings from AIESEC Philippines!

Everyone is currently aware of the political situation in our country today. We would like to assure everyone that despite what is being featured in the news, everything is under control with regards to the security of the conference and the security here in the Philippines. The situation here in our country has not endangered anyone nor has it affected any of the conference plans.

The actual conference will be held at the south of the country in the peaceful islands of Cebu and Bohol, located over 600 kilometers away, in islands separate from Manila where the protests occurred last week. While the areas where the protests occurred had been highlighted by the media, this does not reflect the true situation in the city. The protests were isolated in the areas seen and not widespread, Manila contines to be safe and peaceful. The protests lasted only a day have now been contained and controlled. Rest assured that security measures continue to be observed to ensure the safety of all Filipinos and tourists. For AIESEC and the rest of the country, it's business as usual. We continue to work very hard to make sure that APXLDS will be a memorable event for everyone. Upon your arrival, AIESECers will be present to welcome and assist you in your connecting flights and other transportation needs